Sunday, January 07, 2007

fireworks galore.

yay! yeye and i went to mall of asia to watch the pyrolympics (hmm.. im not sure if that is how it's called) - hmm.. fireworks display. :)

(haha. what an exciting way to start an entry, bleh.)

anyway, i realized certain things:

1. I love being in a crowded place. It reminds me of something i learned from my first philo class - how when with other bodies, you feel like you lose 'you'. ok, that was not how my prof said it, but that is the way i understand it now. No, let me clarify, it is just like you are one of them. You are just one body, and you look at them or theirs in the same way. I loved the way it made me numb - because I did not have to care whether they care or not; they are just there, and their presence made me feel.. ok. (?)

2. Though Yeye and I differ in our so-called 'dispositions' in life - we have one thing in common: we are both whiners. Haha, no, because for 50 minutes, we had to just stand there while waiting for the second display!

3. I love fireworks. Simply because it reminds me of someone, of the sky, and the darkness of the night. (wink. wink)