Wednesday, June 30, 2004
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wooahh. im going to slash my throat. no way.
Posted by tengcorrea at 6/30/2004 04:07:00 PM
hmm.. im at RSF right now. nothing's so new about that, by the way. i just have to go here to read my hand-outs for psych. we have a quiz tom on two chapters. arrghh.. how come there's no acrobat reader installed in my laptop? im just friggin' tired of copying files from the acrobat into word so i could print them out. after this, im going to moro to work-out (im on my second week now), hehe,. tsk tsk, the hell with working out, i cant see any change in my body. im not expecting to develop muscles (and besides, i wouldnt want to) really. i just want to be thinner sana and to tone my arms.
then, i have to go to rustans to buy apples (yehey, my dinner). i would have to cross my fingers that i would not be tempted to buy other crackers (the bluskies "spicy" biscuits) or that 'sugar-free yet still fattening" cookies or any other junk food (yum, that KOBE krunch japanese snack and nova and cheese nibbles and the kornets cheese snack) or mini-puto and kutsinta or hopia (ube or mongo, yum!). (di rin naman obvious cravings ko noh?!) . oh my god, i just cant stop thinking about FOOD. at least, thinking about it couldnt make me fat, right?
Posted by tengcorrea at 6/30/2004 03:51:00 PM
today is such a lazy day. i thought our theo group is going to check out the parish where we are to render service for the sem. i guess it was cancelled. :( sad.. im really just worried about it and knowing 'me', i'll keep on worrying about it until it's settled. i guess i just have to trust and have faith [the most abused term in our theo class] with my groupmates that we can do that ASAP. (hopefully, i want my friday to be as school_worries-FREE as possible. ) even the wednesday, if in case dr trinidad, our theo teacher is right when she said in class that we're not having class on this wednesday. GOD, please help us fix this thing up, before other responsibilities in other subjects pile up. [i could feel the next weeks are going to be busy, i coulse sense it now with that psych exam we're having this week)
i should have gone to that couples for christ anniversary thing. at least, i have somewhere to go. im freakin' bored at the dorm. i have things to do but im just too lazy to read and some re-read those readings for theo, comm 101, and comm 101 (the friggin' thick handout :() i have to wash my cardigan and prepare clothes for the week.
sorry for writing mostly about school stuff. when i just dont do anything, it's all i tend to think about. i hate it.
**depressed & hungry mode* (huh?! i just consumed that mango yogurt an hour ago.. yum yum., i really couldnt say no to that yogurt.. it's o% fat, it said)
Posted by tengcorrea at 6/27/2004 04:18:00 PM
when llane woke up this morning, (i was dressing up then preparing for my 930 class), i confided to her how lonely i was feeling, blah blah. then, without even 'thinking' about it, i just burst into tears. it was something that i couldnt control. i just felt the hot tears falling down on my cheeks this cold morning.i was so sad. that feeling i had this morning is strange. i mean, i have always been experiencing depression almost everyday but the one this morning is just exceptional because it made me cry andi usually dont cry when im sad. i usually do when im pissed off or mad, by the way.
but i had no choice but to attend theo class. im not the type of person who's into cutting classes, no matter how bad i am feeling or no matter i have to do something more important. it wasnt easy holding back those tears in class.
ANYWAY, i quite felt better after yeye texted me [ i texted her before going to class telling her yun nga, , how lonely i am feeling] and after our fil class. thanks to that movie our pinoy prof made us watch, -- "ligaya ang itawag mo sa akin." GOD really speaks to us in unique ways.
Posted by tengcorrea at 6/22/2004 03:10:00 PM
obviously, i am not in the very mood to write at this moment. i think i'll just have to write an entry about the fete de las musique next time when im feeling ok already.
*faint smile*
Posted by tengcorrea at 6/21/2004 09:00:00 AM
i dread theo class
huhu. i dread our theo 121 class. i just feel that there are so many requirements that we need to accomplish to at least pass the course. the weekly sort of summary for two chapters of Mark is tolerable. actually, the biggest problem i have now is that pastoral work. hay.. our group has not decided yet which parish we're gonna 'work' for for at least 16 hours. (yeah right, it's just like having nstp again.) there are still lots of things to do regarding that -- the schedule, consent from the priest, etc. etc. god, i dont wanna fail.***
by the way, yesterday, yeye and i went to ambo's place 'cause it was his birthday. hehe, yeye and i were just kind of impulsive yesterday. it wasnt planned. but we managed to go there with the simple instruction that we have to go down at maceda. hehe, dalawa naman kami.
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tomorrow is the fete de la musique. im as excited about it as i was before. well, it's just that because no one is sure to come with me. yeye has to do her crystallization experiment so she cant come. most of my blockmates have parties to attend that night. hay.. i dont know. i'll probably just go there and text WHOEVER i know is there.
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today is one of those sad days. i am worried about my theo class, particularly the pastoral work. arrghh. (god, i know im bad but im just being true.) yesterday made me QUITE sad. you know, i have this belief that even the happy things make us sad. :( AND im not sure if im still going to the gig tomorrow. (hay.. triple sadness faces.)
i need to eat. i need to eat. im such an emotional eater.
Posted by tengcorrea at 6/18/2004 05:11:00 PM
by the way, mama and papa got me a second-hand laptop yesterday since the ibm, the old one, had its LCD broken. buying a laptop isnt a very exciting experience for me so i was in a super bad mood yesterday. yeah, i wanted a laptop but i just dont know how to buy a nice one. gets? i cant decide which one to buy because i am not really familiar with its tech features plus we're also on a limited budget.
mama, papa and i couldnt seem to understand each other regarding that laptop. mama was paying for it yet she doesnt know a thing about computers (she's the financier, so to speak). papa was the one going around the mall, canvassing and looking for 'ok' models. i was the one who's gonna use the thing. papa was asking me if a certain model was ok-- of course, i couldnt decide. when he would ask my mother, she was like "wala akong alam dyan." we just couldnt sort of meet, you know.
another irritating thing would be installing the operating systems and office 2000. arggh, we waited for hours. waiting makes me tired and grumpy. i had a really bad day. arrgghh..
but at least, it's over now. the day is over plus i have a better laptop. :)
Posted by tengcorrea at 6/14/2004 02:41:00 PM
i look so ugly in this picture, hehe. i look so tired and exhausted but i decided to post it here because of the cute little fellow with me -- VLADS. hehe, weird name.
so cute, right? :) he kind of looks gay nga lang in this picture, hehe.
Posted by tengcorrea at 6/14/2004 02:07:00 PM
fete de la musique!
wooaahh. thank god i've read vj ala's blog earlier. now, i am aware of this major music event on the 19th of june, eastwood city, libis dubbed "fete dela musique: no boundaries. (yehey, malapit samin!)lots of bands (and i mean it!) are playing on the music event - playing music of different genres, that is -- world music, rock, alternative, reggae, hiphop, jazz, blues. there would be different stages for each genre. definitely, no one's gonna get bored because he could get to choose! kanya-kanyang trip lang yan!
woaahh, MUSIC overload. if you wanna check out ALL the bands which would be there, check out their website at fetemanila2004.com. [ for your convenience, hehe, i would be pasting a link to that site.)
guys, let's not miss this event. :)
hay..i just hope there would be no conflict on my sked so i could go. huhu.. well, we'll find a way, in case. hehe
Posted by tengcorrea at 6/09/2004 04:04:00 PM
thank god!
yahoo.. thank god, there's nothing really wrong with my blog. i wonder what happened the last time i checked when the lay-out was screwed up.. anyway, the good thing is that it's still ok. hehe.i am back home (in baler). kewlness. talaga lang ha? hehe. no, honestly, im not quite in the 'bestest' mood these days. i dont know. for some stupid reasons... whatever (here we go again with this whatever. hehe)
hay.. i think i need to CHEER UP 'cause i only have four days (?) of summer left. time moves hell fast. arrghh. i dont wanna go to school yet --yes, even if that means seeing friends again. argghh, i dread the papers, the discussions, the quizzes, the long tests, and even the tempting cafeteria food.. [hey, nice segway to my next topic to share with you which would have to be my diet, hehe (diet daw oh!)]
yes, i would like to think that i am on a serious diet. i skip breakfast, eat only as much as three spoons of rice during lunch and dinner and as much as possible AVOID in-between meals. i am not very happy about it :( of course who wouldnt want to binge, right? the thing is..i want so badly to be thin. i have no target weight whatsoever, just thin, real thin? (labo).i used to have my 'indulge' day once a week when i could eat everything i want but i decided to forget about that. it's because right after the _heavy meal_ and i look at the mirror, i see myself gain some weight agad. hay.. distorted image. am i anorexic? well, i guess better anorexic than bulimic, right? (the two are different psychological problems, right? woaahh.. no way)
"YUN LANG.. SHARING." crap.
Posted by tengcorrea at 6/09/2004 03:03:00 PM
trendy daw oh!
Which 1990's Subculture Do You Belong To?
[Another Quiz by Kris
@ couplandesque.net]
wehe.. ganun?! probably not, but most definitely. :)
Posted by tengcorrea at 6/09/2004 12:33:00 AM
what the hell happened to my blog!
arrrghhh. what happened to my blog. the lay-out just got distorted. hay, i dont remember doing anything wrong with the template settings. shet.. please god, dont make me lose my entries and worse, the blog itself. of course, who would want all those thoughts and rants i've been posting for months to go to waste? (sopla.)im here at the internet cafe, killing time. i have nothing else to do. i am supposed to go home today with my parents and michael since im done with the enrolment yesterday. tsk.. tsk.. too bad i have no other choice but to stay here until saturday since we have this guidance test shet. im really in a bad mood (salamat sa buwisit sa buhay ko.) but jst to lighten up myself a bit... ow-key.. at least the net access here is fast. heaven.
im still not in the mood to go to school. still uber in the summer mode. hay.. something's wrong with me. before, i was complaining how the life of a bum aint that fun. now that opening of classes is getting near, i want to be a bum again. hehe. (teng talaga/)
im lazy to go school, more of scared probably that i might suck on most of my classes.. no more chem, no more physics, no more math,.. im really scared about my comm classes. i still have this feeling that im not for this course but hey, isnt it just too late to shift now? my mother also doesnt want me to shift. plus, i dont know which course i'll shift into, if ever. absolutely clueless & MISPLACED. huhu.
for my pe, i didnt sign for the pe 101 class although it's required. i just hope i get it next sem. i signed up for modern jazz. tsk tsk, im not sure about that. i dont know anyone i know from school taking up the same class, pano kung by group yun? hay.. too many worries. KARMA
