Thursday, March 31, 2005
The Reunionjust went home from our batch’s “reunion” in puntian – of course, as in ever, in reno’s place. State? Do not worry, I am sober already – very much awake just to assure that I know clearly what I am talking about.
Well, it was fun. The call time was 8 a.m. and so the typical Teng (I, for that matter) woke up 2 hours earlier. I was ready before 8 but since I know the definition of 8 am in Filipino time, I decided to make myself a little late also. But no… reno texted me “ui punta na kayo dito kila tinan, wala na kaming pera” and the poor gullible teng believed him and so I immediately went there. Huh, when I arrived there, I found out I was the earliest bird… great, but I didn’t catch any worm.
Topher and Pupoong arrived after a few minutes and so we had our “coffee table” talk – the lovelives of the two boys as well as topher’s gang stories – really violent ones. Reno The Great arrived an hour late, with Luthgard and yayo/driver Veejay, (hehe, peace. They wouldn’t be able to read this, by the way). Jelaih was still cooking the rice while Lynette was thinking of better ways of catching those tilapia in their “little pond at home” (aside from using her bare hands) Dennis was still in Dipaculao, and he was supposed to fetch Annalyne from Maria Aurora, which is another town.
Yeah, great. Finally, we were able to arrive at the venue by quarter to 12. had lunch by 3 pm. drank at around 4 pm - earlier for those who drank CASIGURAN (jan jan's sinister friend, hehe). got wasted around 5 or 6? (sila lang to ha!). we were supposed to go home by 7 pm but since empoy betrayed those who were supposed to take us home, we had no choice to wait til around 10. hehe, kewlness. good thing papa seemed considerate enough to not scold me. (hehe, thanks pa!)
So, who were there?
(in order of appearance, hehe)
tinan. teng. topher. pupoong. reno. veejay. luthgard. jelaih. lynette. jan. andrian. annalyne. dennis. lowell. mark. louie. alking. jm. jennilyn. mara.
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hay, it was a blast! spending time with friends you havent been with for quite some time really is great.. but as usual, after an UBE - ultimate bonding experience, sadness always creeps in and here i am, alone again, reliving those memories by myself. all that were left were memories - well, at least they were nice ones. :)
hmm.. i am thinking of writing an entry about 'movement' - how everyone seems to keep on moving that i always feel like being left. huhu. this is just the effect of missing so many people...
Posted by tengcorrea at 3/31/2005 11:53:00 PM
I feel that I am being such a bitch for the past few days. Not that I have always been an angel. What I mean is that I think that I am being an extra bitch.
I hate people these days, except my family of course who I am enjoying spending time with. I hate being with people. I hate replying to people’s messages. I hate talking with people. I dislike entertaining people when they go at home. god, am I becoming an antisocial.
Well, it is probably because I just want to have more time for myself. Chillax. But hey, can I not do that with other people? since I got home, the only things I do aside from eating and sleeping are watching those old Star Cinema movies; reading Anne Frank: The Diary of a Young Girl (yes, I only get to read this classic book now)
Worse, I think bad of other people – well, some people. I just find other people stupid –how they think, what they do, how they approach people. I know that that is bad – real bad. It most probably is projection – I seem to hate stupid people because they seem more stupid than I am and I feel threatened. Hehe. (note: do not be mistaken with the word stupid, I do not mean it in the 'harshest' sense as in bobo or engs. I just mean nonsense. )
Worst, it is Holy Week and I am doing and thinking of all these not-so-good things about my brothers and sisters. (I am serious, for God’s sake). I have all these evil thoughts bubbling in my mind. The challenge then is to effectively keep those bubbles in my mind and never let them go out or else, people would again see me as the Teng who is no longer the Teng before, someone who has changed for the worse.
WARNING: the most recent entries would be written awfully. hehe. i dont get to edit them because the internet here is reaaaallyyy slow.. sabog talaga utak ko these days, wehe.
Posted by tengcorrea at 3/25/2005 07:42:00 PM
i just had the best birthday.. in my dreams. hehe. :p (i still would have to see what's up for the day) lots of chinese food, im guessing. yumm..
yesterday, my mother told me that i was smiling while i was sleeping. ha, it turned out that i was having the best dream.
ok, to protect identities, let us just hide the name of the person as Crush - hehe, come on, a very creative code name, right? hehe, anyway, here is how it all went:
i was typing something in a personal computer. setting? i do not know. all i remember was that i was in a house - which i am not familiar with. back to the story: so i was seated before the screen and a friend was beside me who i couldnt identify. then she left. after a few minutes, i sensed that someone was walking towards me but i didnt pay
any attention but my heart - naks- was telling me it was Crush. haha, sometimes when you really like someone, you just know when he is there. (physically. :p)
then a hanky covered my face. haha, thinking about it now - isnt that so funny brcause you are just supposed to cover the eyes, right? but in my dreams, he covered my whole face. cute, :p. then he carried me -by this time, i
was certain it was really him. hehe, kewlness, trust me, I JUST KNOW.- and brought me outside the house. it was just a few steps.
and of course, the typical scene: when he removed the hanky, i saw my friends - clue: our common friends but for 'security' reasons, of course, i would not reveal who they were -. my reaction was like ''ayy'' (*touched ako" mode*)
but it seemed then i was more interested in finding out why of all people, it was he who carried me. obvious pa-cute, i know. so i said "why?" his answer was weird "because we were together in blank and blank" (haha, just one more step of mentionign these and i am doomed)
we were holding hands since thens although i dont exactly get the point hell why , oh let me change that, HEAVEN why :p. (i could give you an interpretation now, but i better not. hehe.) anyway, what matters is that it felt good, change adjective, great. (what a colorless word) haha, biaatttcchh.. im just trying to be for real. plus im nineteen now, let us move on (got the konek?!)
then snap, back to reality - today is my birthday and Crush is one of those who do not remember my birthday. i think he does not even know it is my bday today. ayyy.. that is so sad. so sad. sad birthday to me. (on that aspect only though)
it IS a dream.. indeed. and i do not want to wake up. not yet, teng.
dreaming despite knowing that it will never come true is fun. very fun.
Posted by tengcorrea at 3/21/2005 09:11:00 AM
yey! :p. finally, i get to post the pictures :0 perfect birthday gift.
happy birthday to me. and to my friend zai. hmm,. this year is so interesting - my last year as a teenager. harhar.. Thanks to all who greeted me and to those who will, even to those who wont (including ??/. sad.. ) and to those who will forget. hehe.
and by the way, happy graduation to my beautiful cousin timi. thanks for the chinese food last night :-)
Posted by tengcorrea at 3/21/2005 08:03:00 AM
note: im sorry about the pictures. arghh, as usual, i am having problems with blogger.
my sandbox creative family.
at play
This is my sandbox creative family ‘in action’. It was already 4 in the morning and none of us had slept really. Bianong, Dianne and I were downstairs then finishing the storyboards. ha! Such -brave- people for we chose to work there despite tims creepy stories about the fairies and the white lady. Hmm. I still don’t know up to now where exactly “THE SPOT” is. [By the way, check out the -white lady- in the photo collage above. No, just kidding, that was just me!] As ive said, it was already morning but our energies were still very high then, hehe. Thanks to the storyboard with multiple stories, hehe.. ang labo. Special thanks to Gelo in his polo and his -boy rushing look but not really-. Dont worry about the money, youll earn enough, hehe. :P, peace, if you’re reading this! Special thanks to Mark and his dramatic -hey, wait, dude pare! I forgot my child- look. (peace, mark! you know how much Dianne and I love you, for being you, hehe.. sabog) tsk tsk. ehem ehem:-p
Loving the Cats
By the way, the cats stayed with us the whole time. I love cats now. It’s just that they are sooo cute and hard to understand. [err. Where did that come from, teng? I don’t know why I said that]. Oh well, what Im saying is: they like to flirt, or cuddle (especially, George the asexual, hehe) but sometimes they just ignore you (*sob..sob..* if you’re wise enough, you might get my sub-message there, hehe). Dianne hates cats, by the way, because according to her, they are so lazy, “ they’re just there.”
Exactly! thats what I love about ‘cats’ I love them even if I can never be too sure that they or they’ll love me back. But at least, I know “they’re .. there”. I am happy that I get to spend time with them from time to time and I am scared now that it is all OVER, I might not have the chance “to be with them” again. .ever.
Shet, I love talking crap. I love talking unclear.
Hmm, this pic sort of (take note: sort of.. so much else happened behind the scenes which we failed to document. hehe) sums up our weeklong puyatan. Aside from the draining brainstorming sessions squeezing us all dry of our creative juices (the BIG thing) of course, we had those essential LITTLE things on the side: iced tea – bianong’s ultimate favorite drink he kept on bugging tim and even tita Karen about it!; coffee for that different kind of rush – brendamage, is that you? hehe im such a mean girl; lots of singing and ‘dancing’ to spice girls and bsb (nika, tell him it’s backstreet boys, not streetboys, hehe:P) and of course, la comida – (heaven.. especialmente las fresas con crema. Very addicting ( right, martin? ) and awakening (huh? Well, let me clarify that. Those strawberries kept me awake for 25 hours, hehe. Basta, walang tulugan )
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teng, you are talking in fragments again. hahaha. like raindrops. yeah right. pushing.
Posted by tengcorrea at 3/16/2005 05:35:00 PM
y como fue?
no comment.
i dont really know if i should thank god because He answered my prayer not to get the topics about culture, history and museum visit. what my partner (his name is daniel.. with the 'ey', hehe ) picked was en una playa. not so bad really. i even had time to practice that topic a few minutes before the oral exam. i had the chance, by the way, to practice last minute with this girl whose name i forgot (woops. im sorry) who used to be my classmate in math 11 last year.
arrghh.. but if you were to ask me how i think it went. i think we didnt do well. hay.. here i am again, being nega. but really, this morning, i was just thinking how we could have done better. shheesh.. i hate this attitude - never being content. well, i just thought that the way we ran the conversation was just crap. hehe. goodness.. the setting was supposed to be the beach but then i just realized that we werent able to establish that. :( i just wish senor prado would pity us and give us at least a B. now, im being grade conscious. sorry about that,
next time.
