Sunday, October 15, 2006

"you"

If love is honestly accepting the unfathomable "you" in every person, then i guess i love him.

Maybe what I was telling him before still rings true today - "I love you and I always will". But this time, I have to keep those words to myself. It could hear it more loudly yet I choose to remain silent.

He wants us to be together but it is either we meet halfway or that i go to him. He does not understand me; and he always makes me feel he doesn't intend to do so. Instead of making me feel ok when I am sad, he makes me feel that it is a condition I have learned to love. When I complain to him how tired I am, he makes me feel worse by making me feel that it is because that is how i choose to live. When i tell him I cant see him, he does not know how it pains me (he even thinks I am happy with that).

Despite all these.. I think he still is. Siya pa rin ang siya.