Sunday, October 01, 2006

a walk to remember

for a change, i'd like to write about something beautiful :)

last friday night, i was happy. to be precise, someone made me happy.

yep. nothing much has changed with me. im still the dependent freak (wooppss.. my i-hate-myself tendencies are again kicking in. hep. stop, i told you this is going to be a beautiful one. hehe)

back to my story - it was one of those rare moments for a person like me whose mind is always preoccupied with must-do's. It was a walk i didnt plan; a walk i didnt think about. it never occured to me as well that I'd be walking with him.

But we walked together. JUST. It wasnt a romantic scene or whatever. It was a foggy night - there were no stars; the moon was hiding somewhere. There was no witness - but us. And most probably, between the two of us, i am the only one who'll remember that.

But that's ok. He did his part. He made me happy. Whatever the context is, whatever his intentions were (if ever he had his reasons), he made me happy.

This time, Im ordering myself to stop analyzing. He made me happy. JUST. He may be hurting me now. He may hurt me more in the next days until the day that we no longer see each other.

But i'll never forget. I'll keep coming back to that time we walked together. just.