Sunday, July 30, 2006

blank

i cant believe i want to say the same thing i did in entry before this.

"i want to cry right now"

(clarise is right. it is annoying that everytime i visit blogger, im really feeling down so almost all of my entries are about those "negative thoughts". worse, im in an internet cafe so )

but anyway.

yesterday, i was happy. as usual, i owe it not to myself but to other people.
today, i am sad. i feel alone because i am no longer with those people who made me happy yesterday.

how can i be so dependent, right?
(shit. fighting!)

my mind just got blanked. and i am doing a stupid thing while in this internet cafe - what i told you i wanted to do in the beginning of this entry.

vj forgets about me. the word forget is exagerrated, i know. maybe what i really wanted to say is that he is really giving up on me this time.

(i wonder where that came from but i just felt like writing it down.

Posted by tengcorrea at 7/30/2006 10:22:00 AM

Comments:

ang makainip pa sa lahat ay yung pinaka hate mu ay yun pa ang pinaka gustu mu....sa makainip nun.:(

mahirap talagang mag move on

vin_mira

# posted by

Anonymous : 3:59 AM

Nakaka-relate ako. Every time I'm happy, I'm only happy because of other people. That's why in some sense, people I love are responsible for me. They have to constantly do things to make me happy or else I'll be the saddest person in the world. Dependency nga. Kaya siguro ayaw sakin ng mga mahal ko. Pabigat.
Pero possible ba talagang maging masaya ng hindi dahil sa ibang tao? Diba nga no man is an island? Baka talagang dahil lang sa iba tayo pwedeng maging masaya. At sa tingin ko wala namang masamang hanapin ang kaligayahan natin sa ibang tao. Sa tingin ko, napapasaya rin naman natin sila kaya give and take lang.:P

Ok lang yan Teng. Umiyak ka lang kung kelan at saan mo gusto. You're entitled to that. You're going through so much. :)

"vj forgets about me. the word forget is exagerrated, i know. maybe what i really wanted to say is that he is really giving up on me this time."
I know how you feel. Someone we both know thinks I'm pointless that's why he doesn't want to have anything to do with me anymore. Ang lungkot Teng. I feel for you. Basta always pray. It works wonders. :)And don't worry about thesis. Everyone knows yours will be great. :)

At syempre binasa ko parin ang blog mo. haha Basta tc. mwah :)

# posted by

Anonymous : 6:57 AM

Don't worry God will show you his Power and Majesty...I'll pray for you...:)

vin_mira

# posted by

Anonymous : 6:50 AM