Monday, October 10, 2005

my philo prof saved my life.

before 1030 this morning. i thought i was going to die. not that it was my first time to have an oral exam.. but it is my first philo exam. besides, after the weird thoughts and feelings i had last night, nobody can just imagine the relief now.

i have this habit of setting that "if this happens, it is a sign that i do this". i know that many of you also do this --asking for signs -- i cant say signs from God because sometimes what you set to do after such signs is not of God's will. i am talking vague, again i know..

but yes, i was saved. i dont know up to when i can bear all of this.. this life.. this self..