Monday, July 11, 2005

uno. 1. isa.

it's been a month - of memories, thoughts, laughter,tears shared together. i still couldnt believe that so much could happen in a single month. i still couldnt believe that some changes - either good or bad - would occur in my life and with how and why i live it. i still couldnt believe that i could be this true to myself and to the people around me.

but i'd better believe - because sometimes and usually in the least unexpected times, someone comes into our life and we just know that we have changed; that we have grown; that we have been introduced to certain thoughts and emotions we've never experienced before; that we have done something others might find really illogical and stupid and funny.

- and we know that we owe a certain part of ourselves to that someone. and we find it real hard to let a day pass without seeing that someone, or just hearing his voice, or knowing that that someone at least thinks of / remembers you.

that someone already came to me. that someone makes me happy; makes me sad; makes me cry; makes me hurt; gets me irritated at times; makes me feel guilty = a rollercoaster ride of emotions, indeed. but i believe what matters most now to me is that he is here and i would like to believe that he is to stay.