Friday, April 01, 2005

relief.

It feels so good to be able to let out the sincerest apology ever. Hay.. thank god, I feel a lot better now that I was able to say my genuine “sorry” to a cousin whom I had a misunderstanding with for the past few months. I am not yet sure how things are gonna be like when we see each other again _ (and of course, I know that it is inevitable) but at least, even if we are not yet at ease with one another when that time comes, we know that we have an understanding of how we feel.

Blood definitely is thicker than water. But I guess with our situation, it is more than that. God knows I love my cousin even if I cannot deny that for some time, I have hated her more than anyone else.

Sometimes, we have to hate to learn to love or to realize that we love that person more than we think. In the same way that loneliness gives more meaning to happiness, hate accentuates love.