Friday, October 01, 2004

wahh.. i have gained 4 pounds in less than a week's time. tsk tsk.. oh well, i dont know if i should feel depressed or what. hmm.. probably i'll just decide to not really care about my weight these days.

ive been eating really much lately because i feel there are just so many reasons for me to be depressed. (i dont know why and how it came to me that my eating habits always have to be determined with my depression.) here are the reasons why i experience 'depression' these days (hehe,. hell, what's this? a formal paper?)

1. i feel sooo stressed out with the many requirements for school for the past few weeks (take note: weeks, not days). so while reading the hand-outs, i rationalize that it is ok for me to eat and eat.. haha, connect?

2. nasira laptop ko so i cant do my papers at the dorm. wow, perfect timing, right? but in fairness, i have to thank god because at least, i was able to save the most important files on a floppy. but STILL.. it' s depressing :( definitely, i have to adjust to doing my papers in school or in internet cafes.

i want to write more rants here but unfortunately, i have to go for now because i have a group meeting at 430.

next time.
more sensible stuff.