Thursday, October 14, 2004

i dont know why i feel so irritated today. my thoughts annoy me. people who do not do anything bad to me piss me off (could that be projection?). i feel like im the ugliest person in the world -- and the fattest. shet, ive gained pounds again - and gaining because i just cant stop this stupid mouth from wanting to chew on something. i just cant control my appetite anymore. P*tang.ina. crap, im really sorry, just letting everything out.

im so tired of waiting, i wanna be home -- wherever in the hell home is.

speaking of home, i m going home (im just not sure yet if this is the 'real' home) so i might not be able to post here for days. (what's so new, by the way?)argghh,

NOTE: im supposed to share my insights on the two books by paulo coelho (not sure of the spelling). ive finished reading by the river piedra i sat down and wept. right now, i hope i could finish veronica decides to die before my parents pick me up tomorrow. -- but since im feeling so not good, i'll probably post insights next time (here i go again)

nga pala, tomorrow is trish' debut. i already have something to wear - pixie-pixiehan. hehe - as in everything improvised. i was at sm north yesterday and i saw those fairy wings for kids, perfect for a pixie outfit. however, i decided not to buy because it's worth 200 (not worth it for a kuripot person like me).

wahhh.. wala talaga ako sa mood magsulat. :(