Saturday, July 24, 2004

i cant figure out what is to hate about this day! i JUST hate this day! arggh.. i dont know.

i dont think it has something to do with getting up early to do our recording for our fil class ( a radio drama play) . i am a morning person and getting up early has never really been a problem.

i dont know. i just feel 'drained' the whole day. no, it has nothing to do with my 'diet' because i ate quite regularly today (banana and chocolates for breakfast; pasta and pizza for lunch (yum yum)-- c/o ceres and something for dinner -- i dont know yet what to eat)

NOW, im freakin' bored. i probably use this excuse of being bored as a way of escaping all those shitty readings, reports and researches i have to do. it's not like there's a paper due on monday, but i feel like i am 'saturated' with lots of things to do. all of a sudden, i have this feeling that i want to finish EVERYTHING (the reflection paper on film for comm 100; the written report and presentation plans for report on communications research, also for comm 100; the written report and plans for the presentation on passion and death of christ, for theo 121; the final research paper for comm 100-- as if that's hell possible) HELL, i remembered what i said in comm theory class when asked about the strangest thing about me, i said "i like to do research", haha, damn, sometimes, i can be a pretty good liar. it's just a self-fulfilling prophecy, i swear. i DONT like to do research. im sick and tired of reading, taking down notes and citing the sources. ARRGGHH..

ARRGHHH..
yun lang masasabi ko.