Wednesday, June 09, 2004

thank god!

yahoo.. thank god, there's nothing really wrong with my blog. i wonder what happened the last time i checked when the lay-out was screwed up.. anyway, the good thing is that it's still ok. hehe.

i am back home (in baler). kewlness. talaga lang ha? hehe. no, honestly, im not quite in the 'bestest' mood these days. i dont know. for some stupid reasons... whatever (here we go again with this whatever. hehe)

hay.. i think i need to CHEER UP 'cause i only have four days (?) of summer left. time moves hell fast. arrghh. i dont wanna go to school yet --yes, even if that means seeing friends again. argghh, i dread the papers, the discussions, the quizzes, the long tests, and even the tempting cafeteria food.. [hey, nice segway to my next topic to share with you which would have to be my diet, hehe (diet daw oh!)]

yes, i would like to think that i am on a serious diet. i skip breakfast, eat only as much as three spoons of rice during lunch and dinner and as much as possible AVOID in-between meals. i am not very happy about it :( of course who wouldnt want to binge, right? the thing is..i want so badly to be thin. i have no target weight whatsoever, just thin, real thin? (labo).i used to have my 'indulge' day once a week when i could eat everything i want but i decided to forget about that. it's because right after the _heavy meal_ and i look at the mirror, i see myself gain some weight agad. hay.. distorted image. am i anorexic? well, i guess better anorexic than bulimic, right? (the two are different psychological problems, right? woaahh.. no way)

"YUN LANG.. SHARING." crap.