Wednesday, May 19, 2004

depressed

this week is so depressing. i cant tell why. it's probably because of the gloomy weather or probably it's just my negative feeling that everything is so screwed up these days (well, things are screwed up - in certain 'areas' of my life. i wouldnt dare specify.)

QUESTION: do people change overnight? yes, it's a stupid question. well, i just hate it when people think i've changed when i dont really think i did. (am i just denying?) hay, some people are just soooo hard to understand.

i am supposed to go to the dentist today to have my teeth cleaned. but it seems that GOD doesnt want to get my teeth cleaned. wehe. ow-key, i should have gone to the dentist last monday but it was raining very hard because of typhoon dindo so appointment was CANCELLED. i went yesterday with cousin budang to the clinic but while waiting, shet, brown-out, CANCELLED again. this afternoon, i went there alone but the doctor is OUT. haha.

i am attending a friend's (sheena, a friend since elementary days :)) on the 25th. i dont have anything formal to wear yet so HOPEFULLy, after my visit to the dentist, i could go with mama to look for fabric. (im gonna have a gown sewn, btw. i dont have one)