Tuesday, May 25, 2004

addicted to the dentist

i think i am getting addicted to going to the dentist these days. hehe. in a week's time, i have visited the dentist thrice already - once for the cleaning, twice for the 'pasta'whatever. (im sorry, i dont know the 'technical' term for that :)) i think im just getting paranoid about my teeth having cavities or whatever. (haha, nakakainis na yang whatever na yan ah) well, who wouldnt be scared? --after my mother showed me her two molars which were 'pulled' out. yuck, i couldnt imagine the root of a tooth could be that deep. my mother even told me to how painful and bloody it was. ow-keyy, para akong batang tinatakot. hehe.

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yahoo! yeye is here in baler since saturday. soo happy because i just have this extreme longing for friends to talk with these days.
ive realized just recently how it really feels when you're so down that you just need someone to talk to -- when you feel like you just have to do all the talking and that pitiful someone had no other choice but to listen to your rants. (hehe, im such a selfish bitch)-- when someone's presence or even his voice is just sooo important.

oww, the irony of the situation is just that when i already have people to talk with, my 'im-really-not-in-the-mood-to-talk' feeling comes. well, luckily, gone are my madrama days. i still have my so-called problems and questions. im still confused but GENERALLY, i feel better now. :) (well, good for you, teng -- hehe.)

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i think i am beginning to understand the reason/s behind my "i-feel-so-down" days. it's all in my system.