Saturday, March 06, 2004

i am here at the internet cafe - killing time . i couldnt stay at the dorm because there's a pest control whatever - a thing required by ateneo for its accredited dorms. it is gonna take daw around two hours so i have no other choice but to go outside.

i went to les' party last night - with the rest of the a3 gang. hehe. as always, marami na naman ang a3. masaya siya lizzie arrived late so biglaan naging one of the 18 butterflies ako. :p yes,i was sober when i made my wish for les.

i drank again. dont ask what happened next. i did the usual thing - as always. arrghh, i hate it. i love beer but i hate its effects on me. when i came back at the dorm, i had the same feeling as last last week, after lizzie's party -- regret regret regret. why? - akin na lang muna. ( msg to everyone who was there with me at the party - i am sorry again guys. but im not gonna promise that i wont do that again. it just seems impossible. withdrawal isnt just easy. wehe) dont worry, next time - pacing -- as what kt and chase both told me last night.

this week is gonna be hell ( na naman?!) yup.. proposals for physics lab (thanks to isay she volunteered to do it :p); math long test on tues plus the prob set.; final paper for poetry due on friday; 1st draft of reflection paper for english due friday; 3 journal entries for english (hmm, nakakahalata nako ah. i get exhausted already going back to the past. ) and proposal for final paper for fil.