Wednesday, February 04, 2004

half-relieved, half-stressed

hay... i feel so relieved today. di ba nga, i had to do so many things to do. my day was so packed and im soooo glad the day's almost over. [ the hell day and not the hell week. ggrrr] i'm done with the test run. i made it in 26.40 minutes within the cut-off time of 30 minutes. ha! muntik na! i've submitted the proposals for english. lester [my partner for the reporting for fil] and i have already settled on our topic. [although im not sure if our topic is interesting enough but bahala na

the major problem left would be my POETRY class. shit, i so hate it. it's not because the subject sucks but because i suck at it. it seems i wasnt given the POWER to analyze poems. every poetry class, it's as if my brain is being taken out of my skull. it is being crushed and thrown out of the window. i cant picture who has been doing this to me every session but i could hear him saying "ha! useless brains who cant understand poem deserve this." shit. shet. shoot. out of the window.

i dont wanna fail my poetry class. i dont wanna fail my poetry class. uy, repetition, a strategy in poetry. i hope it makes sense. i hope i was able to communicate that i REALLY dont wanna fail my poetry class.

ok, i must go back to google and do away with my research on political poetry. [it's for our group reporting btw]