Tuesday, January 27, 2004

random thoughts

i saw him pass by again. as always, he didnt notice me. he didnt see me. it feels so sad and disappointing how a special bond could be made in a single moment and be gone the next day.

(i wouldnt like to keep you guys guessing by giving this vague statement.but i just still dont have enough courage now to mention here the person whom i am referring to. this is fact and not fiction. you just need to get the undertones.)

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a follow-up on my bad dream:

i told belle and joy (my dormmates in the other room) my dream. guess what, i found out that the dormer before who used to sleep in my bed was also having ODD dreams. i felt quite lucky because my dreams weren't as eerie as hers. sabi nila, that dormer once dreamed of waking up and seeing herself sleeping - as if her soul separated from her body. wooaa.. no way. what they did daw was that they changed the position of the bed (for some reasons that even reasons cant explain) i am still thinking if i should also reposition my bed. hassle eh.

joy admitted also that she was having dreams like mine. [woo.. relief.. nothing's wrong with me). and you know what? .. i realized that her bed was also in the same positon/alignment as my bed. i just cant help but wonder, does the position of our beds have something to do with our dreams?

i dont get it. i bet you dont get it more. nobody gets it and i think no one will ever will. ewan.
i might just be thinking too much about this. i might be just over analyzing things. is that a sin?

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ok.. moving on to lighter topics to talk about :

our fil block is watching "bahay-bahayan", an ENTABLADo play, tonight. it's a required thing because we are to write a paper about it. ha, how come there isnt a single paper-free week? arrghh.. (deal with that, teng!)

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