Wednesday, December 10, 2003

i promised myself that i won't be keeping a blog because i wouldnt want an extra writing thing to do. required papers seemed enough for me. i am not really writer. i find it difficult to write. it is just quite ironic that i decided to take up communications. and so i thought that keeping a blog would simply be a burden to me. besides, i really had nothing really cool to share cause i live such a boring life.

i am not very good at expressing myself - whether it be through writing, speaking etc. i post in a messageboard of my hometown but im not really into it these days because my accout there is fucked up.

there were rules to follow and rules kind of piss me off. no quoting messages preceding you, no text lingo [ although, ive realized that posts with text lingo sucks nga naman ]. but the thing that i hate most there is that people mind your busines when they shouldnt be. why the hell would they care if i love the word 'tang.ina'. it's just an expression. im aware that it's a not-so-good sound coming from someone's mouth. but as ive said, it's mere EXPRESSION. and when you express, you dont care if people will understand you or not. you shouldnt care. well, i dont care. or maybe, i care a bit. ok, i admit i care so much about what other people think of me [ i can even let others rule my life]. because of that, ive decided to quit posting there. [ well, temporarily, i guess ]

and so here i am now, breathing life to my new 'baby' - my blog. my blog, just like a baby, couldnt talk. it would just be here to listen and absorb my spilled thoughts.

NOTE : expect lots of tang.ina and never mind those shits. those words are simply just part of me.